progress.26
of course nothing matters anymore
just forget about women kids house friends career and money already
its only ascension and pain
ive had plenty of visions now of sheer terror
taste match guy getting his throat slit
pure terror at oetwil
scared the abuser kid at wetzikon train station
even that guy who stole my notes and looked at me
theres a reason they blocked and ignored me
but thats not going to help them
hahahahaha
this stupid phone
battery hacked again
always the same
its a mix of iot
AI
hackers
some of it "supernatural"
and brain scanners of course
of course nobody cares
the only ones who do are not human
felt like a new alien race? they said welcome
coughing is a very weird phenomenon:
these weirdos
real illness
the system as self punishment
and me who did it on purpose to annoy others
but then there is this weird page turner
group who also has their weird language and might also include coughing, do i have to expose them too?
he asked me to join their community
how not normal is this world?
he showed me: join our community
why would i want anything to do with people like that
seriously once i ascend that apodro girl will drown in kobold coins
that girl will never get sick
now who is flying around here again
you could help clean up too you know
train rides are very annoying now
hdjsjdjsj
shjsjs
so now the phone calmed down?
i was agitated before
so its not the rootkit then
???
i will never stop being surprised and astounded by this phone
no its
a rootkit
ofc its all laughable
who is stopping my parents from helping me? nobody
no some are definitely scared
assume family is on my side
look at the vid of the apleona girl
shes definitely scared
many others were too
i really dont know who keeps punishing these people
the game ai i think?
at the apotheken, they didnt not treat me as abuse but they said the risk is too high...
even waking me up at 1:37 is just too stupid
its always been like this
ofc they broke my dick on purpose, it can be fixed... seems different timelines, it was fully up and running again a short while ago
dont you get it?
its all CROSS TIMELINE BLEED
do not delete the notes
ofc my other stuff is true
ofc theyll all die
some have already been written out of
history already
ofc its all abuse on purpose
even logging into the phone
it just shows an error so i have to enter it twice
even before it just disables keys
they cant run or hide
as proven a few times now
my dreams are real
how can you have a notes app without proper backup?
the laptop is the same
it disables keys at random
even this keyboard
sometimes types things itself or disables keys...
when i dont hit a key sometimes its because they just disable the key
its all so unreal
the criminals feigning care again
oh noo andrin noo plz
no no we no want u harm no no
who highlighted that "bisch im kesb gsi"? seriously who is this deranged hacker so unaware of my life? how can you not know? so so weird these people
on the laptop too, seriously not normal these people, yeah that includes you too
nobody has to be here
NOBODY
they couldve asked
the knacker is gentle
the djinn truly loves me
the rest? they never do anything
oh so that white item was yours djinn? ty
why do you control my body woman?
how did you ever think id marry you? i have no idea who you are...
ty for keeping me alive
but weird all of this
why would i go to kesb? as if theyd help
and even if they did
i dont need pity
is this a joke?
the OTHERS have to go to kesb
not me
insane these people
how is it allowed for these criminals to fake my parents and sister identity for YEARS now?
???????
and NOBODY cares?
i know my mother wrote some of it
so she was controlled
my sister too
???????
yeah im not checking my emails at 4am
enough
panic inducing stuff for today
well ty apple for fixing it again
my emails are abuse anyway
i even perceive single water drops now in slow mo
ofc my
dad knows look at his photography
and i know cryogenics works
some
ppl
have frozen themselves on purpose
does my mother know this? i really will never understand my parents
she was surprised the weather here was sunny and rainy in naefels for me
the wind was there for her too
the spirit once made a twig fall randomly and
my mother was surprised
do these people think there is a god truly?
or are some scared? very weird
lie down
you are funny you
then what
pour dr pepper into my ears?
yes ofc people fuck each others ears
why be quiet now?
nobody cares about me
people could shoot me on the streets and nobody would care
oh you dont believe me?
the ambulance waited outside
they didnt help me
then stole
my
stuff and even laughed at me
i wanted to call them
then some weirdo hacker said no no PREPAID number
eeehhhh?
be kind ever again? ofc not
letting go means
letting go of EVERYTHING
why be quiet now at night?
they woke me up at 3am for a year here
and my parents apparently knew about it even found it funny
ofc the coughing was real
my dad was scared many times
i mean you saw the notes
ofc it wasnt them
i had it myself and got rid of it
it really feels like
assuming im the dark lord
by mere thinking i am changing time and especially this optimal timeline
example: i thought its a feather here, it wasnt, i malfunctioned and timelines were switched...
i thought before:
no ofc i wont kill ppl im not like that
so those dreams were POTENTIAL realities
my dreams in the future might be a representation of what ill do on my current state to the universe
thats why theyre important
write that down
i must be downloading the latest upgrades into my body
tbh
i just got this feeling that i warp time myself
bill gates said he once a year goes somewhere alone to study
they say time moves differently when you are in a deep focus
this polish or czech author wrote that flow book
its important
look at my notes
ive been up for 4 HOURS NOW
and i did NOTHING BUT THINK
and WRITE A FEW NOTES
WTF?
its like this time bubble where my deep thinking is so heavy the universe and time moves more as in... it costs more...
time is worth a lot
well
they think so
love matters more
processing...
dum
de
dum
zzssssh
couldve sworn i was outside this construct a few times now (woke up)
one weird sensation i had was my body being touched
and i saw those gray people again
"the gray aliens" but theyre not like people think they are
THEY are the gray aliens?
dear god
immediately energy
they looked LIKE THE OBSERVERS IN FRINGE
yes andrin
continue
those horror movies
its not horror
this world is not horror
theres a reason you were chosen andrin
to make paradise
disassociation
just wait
rematerialization
almost complete
should be better soon, few mins
yeah those search results are funny
PROTECT YOUR FAMILY INCLUDING VINCE
vince is a nice guy, he has a peaceful glow
and his voice is soothing
theres a reason even 18 year olds
like him
ok done
yeah forgot about the subfolders...
you will never make sense
laptop hacker as deranged as ever
notes app as deranged as ever
there is no rational normal person on this planet
there is no easy way to backup all notes
i really do not understand this
arent notes just as important as photos and files?
just some export to zip file maybe or so
what do i know
just weird really
why would any sane person use the notes app for real work?
it has so many features
yet you can lose it all in an instant
its a great app actually
much better than the journal one
its insanely weird
who is this always
leave me alone already jesus christ
download
hold on andrin
this must be a rootkit now with the notes